Storytime: The Journey

Storytime: The Journey

Every morning she packed her bag for the trip to work. An extra couple sweaters, her good warm boots and woolen socks, along with a few other warm items. In spite of the clothing she packed, Carrie dressed in shorts and a tank top, sliding sandals onto her feet as she left her front door, backpack slung over her back.

Outside, the day is just beginning. Warm and bright, the sun beams down upon the cobblestone street she traveled. It’s one of the few cobblestone streets left, and to be completely honest, Carrie hated them, especially when the light spring rains fell. Then the uneven stones were slick and she had to leave an ten minutes early just to make the sonic train on time.

Turning off her street, she joined the throng that made its way toward the train, all carrying packs filled with warmer clothing while they walked along in tank tops and t-shirts, shorts and short skirts. Despite the crowd, none of them touched anyone else. A relic of the old days, the days of the pandemic, and a habit that many still cannot break. When someone inadvertently stepped too close to Carrie, she shuddered involuntarily and scooted slightly away, watching her other side carefully to make sure she didn’t encroach on those beside her.

Finally, her feet touched the first step up to the train platform and she trudged up them, shifting the pack on her back to a more comfortable position. Sweat beaded on her forehead as the sun continued to rise and cast its rays down upon the residential city.

With the invention of the sonic trains, trains that could cross miles in the blink of an eye, the make up of the world had shifted. No longer did anyone want to live in the cold regions, where snow blanketed the ground as much as grass did. So residential cities had been established in the balmy, warm regions and work cities in the colder areas where snow dominated. It made for a very strange commute. Inside the sonic trains, instead of rows of seating, there were a multitude of individual rooms, pod rooms, only large enough for a single person and their bag.

Carrie made her way to the first available pod room and dropped her bag on the short bench. Right now, the air was a comfortable temperature, not as hot as outside, but warm enough that she didn’t feel a chill in her shorts and tank top. That would change soon enough. She kicked off her sandals and leaned against the wall to wait. After ten minutes, boarding was done and the train lurched into motion, moving slow until it cleared the outskirts of the residential city. Another 5 minutes passed with the train ramping up speed until Carrie’s ears popped.

As soon as that happened, she opened her bag and began to dig out the clothing she had brought. Pulling on thermal leggings before a pair of heavy pants, she then tucked her pant legs carefully into thick socks and pulled on her warm boots, stamping her feet to settle them.

The air was getting colder. Goosebumps appeared on Carrie’s arms as she pulled her long-sleeve shirt and sweater from her bag, tugging them both on and rubbing her arms briskly. Fully dressed with a warm hat over her ears, Carrie shoved her other clothes and sandals into her bag and pulled it shut.

The train would continue to cool as they moved, until it was only slightly warmer than the work city they would be stepping out into. It hadn’t always been this way, but over the years the designers had learned that this way helped curb sickness and ensured everyone was dressed appropriately before the train arrived at its destination.

When it finally rolled to a stop, Carrie stepped out with all the other workers and made her way down the snow-covered street to the office building she worked. Inside, it would be just warm enough that exposed skin was safe, your fingers wouldn’t freeze. Inside, all her coworkers would be dreaming of home, if only it wasn’t so cold as to cut all dreams short before they began.

Adjusting her bag once more, Carrie walked into the building, nodding a greeting to the bundled security guard, and making for the stairs. Her workspace was on the 5th floor, but to take the elevator for anything lower than the 10th was considered bad practice and earned you a black mark on your permanent record. It made things too crowded, and management hadn’t liked crowds for years.

Poetry: Adamantine Finger

Poetry: Adamantine Finger

An oldie, the companion to Crystal Eye. Had to make a few small changes in this one, but I think I’m satisfied.

Testing one.
Testing two.
Testing three.
All systems online.
All applications loaded.

My head turns mechanically
To stare at my creator,
Tracing my aluminum shell
With an adamantine finger.
Finding each tiny flaw
And marking it with a red ‘X’.
My frozen expression tries to wince
But it cannot move

Two small taps on my hard chest.
I can feel a ticking inside my breast.
  Tick
     Tock
   Tick
My internal clock
Ticking the seconds away
Until my expiry date.
When I will no longer be the best
Replaced by a newer self

A tap on each beady eye,
And I can see an array of colors.
Blue, red, green, purple, and beyond
Two more taps, one for each ear,
And I can hear an eternal laughing,
Because all I am is gray.
Never to enjoy the rainbow,
That for a moment brought joy
But now holds only pain.

Tap, tap.
Each arm can move now.
Firmly in one hand,
I can now see a knife.
Faulty programming asserts itself,
I bring it across my opposing limb
And draw forth motor oil.

Staring in shock at my fluids leaking,
I fail to notice two more taps.
It is with surprise, then,
That I notice my legs will walk.
I take two steps forward,
My creator takes two steps back.

I stare in sorrow,
Wondering why.
Trying to understand
Why he will tap me with his finger
But not touch me any other way.
My eyes leak my washer fluid,
As I try vainly to touch
What does not wish to be touched.

He fades away into the darkness,
Fading even from my mind.
Until all I am is a silly machine,
Leaking oil and washer fluid,
Clinging to vague memories
Of a time of love,
A time that never was.

 

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Poetry – Anxiety

Poetry – Anxiety

It starts slow
It starts quiet
The heart beats
With quickened steps

Breath shortens
Gasping

Then it starts
The trembling
The shaking
Fingers forgetting
How to grasp

Bubbling up
From deep within
Are all the thoughts
That keep you down
Reminding you
Of all your faults
Never remembering
All your strength

 

Ramblings: Seventh Majir

Ramblings: Seventh Majir

So I’ve gone ahead and done it. Finalized my short story and have put it up on Amazon. It is currently on a FREE sale, so make sure you pick up a copy before it ends. I will be running the free sales every time I am able to, but it will not be constant.

If you’ve been hoping to read something a little more polished from me, but aren’t quite ready to commit to my more expensive novel, this is the perfect opportunity!

There are seven Majir’s in Aegnap, powerful men and women who have the ability to wield great magic. Six of the Majir’s reside in the capital cities of the six kingdoms, while the Seventh Majir travels the lands, assisting all those in need.

In the first instalment, the Seventh Majir must return to a home he left over 40 years ago. A home he has never truly let go of.

Currently available only as a Kindle E-Book, my intention is to continue to release short stories featuring the Seventh Majir and, upon having seven stories, will release a paperback compilation. Seven Stories of the Seventh Majir.

It pleases me.

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Don’t miss out!

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Poetry: Crystal Eye

Poetry: Crystal Eye

An old poem of mine, one of two written about slightly depressive robots. The other is far more… depressing than this one. I may tweak the other one to share, but haven’t decided yet. For now, please enjoy the first moments in a robots life, in Crystal Eye

Preliminary scans complete.
Bringing systems online.
Diverting power.
Operational in 3, 2-
Brrrriiiiing
   “Hello?
   …Yes, this is he.
   …No, not yet.
   …Perhaps, but I-”

I opened my eyes to light,
Brilliant and painful all at once.
I hadn’t any way of knowing then
That my existence would revolve
Around these contradicting feelings.

I cast my complaining eyes about
To find a man with a crystal eye.
He put down an object, a phone,
And walked to where I stood.
He looked me in the eye,
And there was a warming in my metal breast.

I was circled then,
Feeling so much like an encircled deer,
Terrified as I stared into the headlights
Of his single crystal eye.

I was moved to speak then,
To express my discomfort of the examination,
But found my voice to be a disappointment.
Where I had envisioned the sound of nightingales singing,
I heard only a hollow tin noise spew forth.
My pitiful efforts did not go unnoticed,
For the man, my maker, laughed cruelly.

My hurt I could not show,
For my eyes seemed colder, more immovable,
Than his hard, sharp crystal eye.
I wanted to cry in pain,
Make that all-seeing eye
See not the steel on my polished surface,
But the pained gears underneath.

Alas, my efforts were as fruitless then as now,
And ever will I be a mechanical slave to him,
Unable to speak,
For shame of an ugly voice.
Unable to express,
For lack of a soul-seeing eye.

 

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Poetry – Jester Poor

Poetry – Jester Poor

Written on or around April 20, 2004, an old poem of mine. May end up posting a few of these as I go through my old AllPoetry account.

In a land far far away
A secret prince his lover courts
Glimmering dances, shining balls
Silent touches lost in noise

In this land so very near
That secret prince with lover close
Be no more than jester poor
Raucous joke, silent glare

Breaking glass by clumsy touch
Anymore, no stately prince
His hands out helpless wide
And arms bleeding careless free

This jester poor be lost again
Mirror mazes, one too many
Hedges tame now grow amuck
While truthful cards scatter wide

Ten by one, one by ten
Lover never, shunned is he
A silly hat drooping sad
In this land so very near

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Storytime: The Request

Storytime: The Request

Make sure to read Part One and Part Two!

Still trying to stretch the kinks out of her legs from sitting so long on the holobus, Sam knocked loudly on the warehouse door. Scrawled across the metal door was a crude drawing of a laughing clown with the words ‘Down with normies’ and ‘half breeds not welcome’ scrawled below it.

Sam bit her lip, the words hitting her hard. Never fully accepted into the mutant world or the normal world, Sam had been walking a thin, dangerous line her entire life. At least she had found friends like Tash who, even though she had probably been the one who scrawled the words, had actually welcomed Sam with open arms. Sam couldn’t help but wonder what had possessed her friend to put filth like that outside her hideout. Not exactly incognito.

After what seemed an eternity, Sam heard a rustle on the other side of the door followed by the loud clank of a stiff lock being opened. The door opened to reveal Tash’s grinning face on the other side, and another vaguely familiar face beneath a mop of black hair.

“Tash!” Sam exclaimed, hugging her old friend before focusing on the person behind her, “Jay? Is that you? Never seen you with black hair. You alright, man?”

“You knocked really loud…” Jay mumbled, a band of muted red moving from his scalp to the tips of his hair, followed by a cheery yellow as Sam pulled Jay into a friendly embrace. They had never been overly close, but she missed all her mutant friends. Trying to make it in the ‘real’ world meant she couldn’t associate with them anymore; not if she wanted to remain a full citizen.

“I’ve missed ya, Jay. Tash. How are you? Tell me everything!”

“We’ve been good, considering.” Tash tugged absently at one of the wires running from a small device behind her ear into the base of her skull. Her skin was silver and covered in fine scales, and she had upgraded herself with a number of implants. In fact, Sam was pretty sure that Tash had replaced one of her eyes with a bionic one since they had last seen each other; it just didn’t quite focus properly. “The sentinels have been getting better at tracking, so we gotta be out of here quick.” Tash pulled Sam inside the warehouse and, after peering cautiously out the door to ensure no one had followed her friend, slammed the door shut and clicked the lock back into place.

“We’ve been moving lots.” Jay put in, a dark navy blue replacing the yellow in his hair. He fished a tuque out of his pocket and pulled it low over his head, allowing only the tips of his hair to peek out. He’d been wearing his emotions on his head all his life, but still wasn’t comfortable letting anyone but Tash see them. He and Tash weren’t related, but everybody considered them siblings. You never saw one without the other being close at hand.

Sam’s eyes swept over the interior of the warehouse. It was dark, lit only from a couple of the florescent lights that hung from the rafters; lights that flickered constantly and threatened to give Sam a serious headache if she spent much time here. What Sam could see by the flickering light was pretty off-putting. There was a nest of blankets up against one of the walls; at least Sam hoped it was blankets and not something more sinister. Near that was a shower curtain that seemed to be attempting to hide a bucket covered with a board. The curtain didn’t even touch the ground. “Oh god, Tash. This place is the worst! Why are you here?”

Tash looked confused for a moment, but then realized what her friend meant. “Oh, right. This is just the front, to throw the sentinels off for a minute or three if, when, they find us. The idea is that they will think this is just a nest for one or two mutants, and hopefully not search further. Our hideaway is a little more, well, hidden. And nicer.”

Sam was led to the back of the building, which sported a row of lockers, two big piles of crates, a couple grimy buckets, and a large, industrial sink. Tash reached behind the sink and pulled on something that, with a dull click, opened up the wall behind the lockers. On some sort of automated system, the lockers sank into the wall and split off the both sides, revealing a set of stairs that, presumably, led to the real hideout. Sam took a moment to appreciate the genius of the design – there was no scraping on the warehouse floor, and the seam that opened lined up perfectly with the wall joints, making it invisible when it wasn’t open. The stairs themselves turned sharply, so they wouldn’t take up much space on the ground level, which would make it far more difficult for the sentinels to pinpoint it.

Getting down the stairs was not fun. Dark, steep, and with a distinct smell that clung to the air. Sam would have breathed a sigh of relief when they stepped into the brightly lit, clean, fresh-smelling basement, but she had no breath left.

“Alright, this is better than upstairs. I admit it.” Sam declared once she had recovered somewhat. All around her was the computers, monitors and other devices that she had grown accustomed to seeing in Tash’s hideouts. One large, central monitor seemed to be displaying the location of all sentinels within a 10 mile radius, the intelligent machines just weaving through the streets, monitoring constantly for illegal activities and persons. Even as she watched, three sentinels converged on a single alley and Sam felt a sinking in the pit of her stomach, knowing they were rounding up another mutant whose only crime was being born different. “This is new.”

Tash looked up from the smaller computer to see what Sam was referring to, “Ah, yea. Picked them up after one of the last raids. It was too close, almost lost Jay in that one. Been able to use it to help a couple mutants out, too. Gotta be careful though, don’t want anyone finding the hideout.”

“It looks big for just you and Jay.”

“It ain’t just us anymore. I mean it was, after you got your citizenship last year, but I decided it was time to expand operations. We’ve taken on a few talented strays, but they’re all out right now. Didn’t want them seeing you, or you them.” Tash chewed on a licorice, using the candy to gesture as she spoke, “Plausible deniabilty and all that.”

“Ok…” Sam said slowly, confused, her tiny wings shifting “You’ve never been that careful around me before.”

“I’ve never been about to ask you something like that.” Tash grabbed Sam’s hand and led her over to a corner that seemed to be set up as a living or social area, with a couple couches, a small kitchenette and worn out armchair. Tash sat on one of the couches and motioned Sam to join her. Jay settled into the armchair, his hair a ombination of shades of blue and black, with a shot of green once in awhile. “I need your help, Sam.” She said earnestly. “I need access to data that only a citizen can get to. I can’t hack it, because it doesn’t exist in the datasphere. I need you to go to the Library and find the name of one of the scientists that was involved in the mutant uprising. I’ve found something, recently, that suggests the scientist may have hidden away a powerful weapon that can only be used by those with mutated blood.” Tash rubbed her hands together, a look of delight crossing her face, “If we can find that, we can take our rightful place in this world!”

 

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Storytime: The Clowns

Storytime: The Clowns

Catch up with Part One here!

It was a dark and stormy night.

Sam chuckled to herself as she stood at the bus stop, idly twirling a lock of bright pink hair that faded into a purple at the tips, ignoring the rain that fell around her, drenching her. It was only when the rain had thoroughly soaked through her hair that she sighed and dropped the lock she was playing with. Adjusting the backpack around her vestigial wings, grumbling again about their uselessness and threatening to nobody in particular that she was going to cut them off, this time, for real!

She never would, of course. They were as much a part of her as the bright color of her hair or the gray of her eyes; a gift from her full mutant mother. The only gifts she had from her mother, to be honest, since she had been killed in one of the mutant purges when Sam was still just a little girl.

“Ugh!” Sam sighed, her mood now matching the dreary landscape around her. Stomping her feet for warmth, Sam peered down the road, searching for the two bright lights in the darkness that would signal the hover bus. She hated taking the bus, but freelancing work had dried up in the last couple weeks and she couldn’t afford her preferred mode of transport, the underground bullet train. At least it should be fairly empty at this hour; any later or earlier and she would be fighting the holo bar crowds.

Beside her, a pole with a holo display that was supposed to show the next hover bus arrival, but some kids had hacked it and all it showed was a laughing clowns face. Sam rolled her eyes at the crass image; she had read that clowns had once brought joy, had performed silly tricks, but they had been a symbol of the underground, of the oppressed mutants and those who sympathized with them, for as long as she had lived.

Once upon a time, she might have been the punk kid who hacked the terminal with a clowns face, just to prove she could, to show the mutants had a voice. But that didn’t pay the bills.

It was funny what becoming a full citizen had meant for her. Since she was only a half-mutant, they had let her apply on her 18th birthday for citizenship rights. It hadn’t been the amazing moment she had dreamed of, growing up in the alleys and slums. They had chipped her so she could be tracked, gave her five rudimentary classes on her responsibilities as a citizen and the options she now had, and then they shoved her out the door, just as homeless as she had been before. The biggest different was that now they could track her, and they expected her to be a productive member of the city. It made it a little harder to connect with, and help, old acquaintances, but she persevered.

It was why she was standing in the rain waiting for the hover bus that wouldn’t – Sam perked up, hearing a change in the downpour that was followed by muted headlights heading towards the stop. The hover bus emerged from the darkness, its squat shape comical as it slowed to a stop by Sam, lowering itself several feet to allow her to step aboard. As she was about to enter, she saw the destination ticker flicker with a clown image before resuming its text.

The clowns were out in force tonight, it seemed. Maybe that was why Tash had sent Sam that message, routed through so many back channels that by the time authorities traced its source, they would be long gone. At least, that was the idea. Sam had seen sloppy routing destroy more than one underground family. Tash was one of the best, though. None of her messages were ever traced; Tash always put a hidden camera in their abandoned hideaways, to monitor if they would be useable again one day.

Sam settled down on a seat in the empty bus, picking up her lock of hair to twirl it between her fingers again as she wondered what Tash wanted, and if she would even be able to help.

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Storytime: Deadline

Storytime: Deadline

The soft blue glow of her monitors reflected off of Sam’s glasses, the only light in the dark bedroom. Although it was a bright, early summer morning, Sam had the curtains drawn tight over the single window; it could have been a dark and stormy night for all she cared or noticed. Sam tilted her head in thought, If there was a storm, she would need to back up her work, but otherwise it wouldn’t matter.

Sam finished the line she was typing and pushed herself away from the holo-monitors, taking off her glasses to rub fatigued eyes. It was morning again, and she hadn’t slept a wink all night. Her stomach growled, reminding her that it was probably long past time to eat.

With a sigh, she levered herself out of her chair, the latest in hover technology it powered itself down as she stood up, even as the lights in her room turned on, sensing that she was no longer at her desk.

Sam stretched, grabbed a pullover to keep her housemates from getting upset at her walking around without pants, and left her room in search of food.

“Long night, Sam?” A voice called to her from down the hall. Sam glanced over, brushing a stray lock of hair from her eyes, and grinned at Jayme, raising her hand slightly in greeting, a sheepish look on her face.

“Yea, time got away from me, again. Need grub.”

“Lucky for you, the drones just brought another delivery. Kitchen’s stocked. Oh, and your rent is due tomorrow, don’t forget.”

The grin dropped from Sam’s face. Rent. That was why she had pulled the all-nighter, she had to turn in this project today or there went her rent money. This freelance business was not working out quite as she had hoped. When business was good, it was great! But as soon as it dried up for any reason, well, then she would be pulling all-nighters for shitty pay.

Waling into the kitchen, Sam pressed the button on the side of the fridge that caused its doors to become transparent, allowing her to peer at the contents without opening the doors. Jayme was right – the fridge was full, and yet nothing appealed to Sam. Finally, she just grabbed an apple from the bowl on the counter and flopped down on the couch, putting her feet up on the armrest and stretching out along its length.

“TV – turn on, change to AEC.” The TV obediently turned itself on and changed the chanell over to AEC, Adult Entertainment Channel, where a foul-mouthed cartoon character was chasing a scantily-clad animal around. Sam thought it might be a goose, but it had been so long since she’d bothered to read about the extinct animals, that she couldn’t quite be sure. Either way, the cartoon was a welcome break from the coding she had pulled herself away from; something she didn’t need to think about to be able to enjoy. Perfect.

Sam jerked upright when the half-eaten apple rolled from her fingers, “Shit!” She shouted, looking around, “How long was I asleep?” The TV was showing some comedic news program now, instead of the cartoon she drifted off to, and the HUD on the TV was showing 10:49 in bright numbers. “Shit!” Sam cried again, scrambling to her feet. “It’s due in an hour, a fucking hour!”

Racing back to her room, ignoring the laughter coming from Jayme down the hall, Sam slid into her chair and shoved herself across the room to her desk where she stared at the blinking cursor that marked her place. “Shit!” She swore again, her fingers flying over the holo-keyboard at breakneck speeds.

For the next hour, Sam’s fingers raced the clock as she strove to finish the work before her deadline. A deadline that, if she missed it, would mean no pay and no second chance with the firm, one of the few that was offering freelancer work to someone like her, a vibrant-haired, half-mutant raised on the streets and in the holo-bars. The clock read 11:56 as she attached the file to an email and pressed send, watching anxiously as the bar slowly filled to indicate her email had been sent successfully.

“Oh thank fuck.” Sam breathed when the bar finished and her clock still hadn’t reached noon. She had done it. The funds would be deposited within six hours, and she wouldn’t need to worry about this again. At least not until next week, when she had to fork over her share of the food budget.

Leaning back in her chair, waving the monitors off, Sam closed her eyes and enjoyed the stillness, broken only by the steady hum of her PC fans.

Still leaning back in her chair, Sam began to softly snore as she drifted off to sleep, her dreams filled with neon lights and looming deadlines.

Read Part Two here!

Storytime – Perfection in Heels

Storytime – Perfection in Heels

I couldn’t stop staring, along with all the men and half the other women in the room. She was beautiful. Gorgeous. Stunning. Perfection in heels. Conversations ceased when she strutted into the room and the devilish little smile that graced her cherry red lips said she knew she was the cause.

Her dress, the same color as her painted lips, touched just below her knees and seemed to float around her, the fabric was so light and breezy. Every movement she made showed off a tantalizing flash of her thigh and suggested at more. The dress was cinched at her waist with a broad black belt that served to show off her hourglass figure. Backless, with a bejeweled halter neckline – real diamonds, I was willing to bet. She wasn’t a Swarovski kind of lady.

As she danced, alone, all eyes were on her. But none dared approach.

I drained my glass; liquid courage at its best. Squaring my shoulders, I smoothed my dusky pink skirt and met her on the dance floor.

Her smile would have warmed my heart, were it not firmly stuck in my throat. I managed a smile back; a weak grin before her brilliance. Extending my hand, I managed to croak “Would you do me the honor?”

She placed her perfectly manicured hand in my own, seemingly not noticing the chips in my polish, and brought me into her world.

We danced, heels flashing, skirts twirling, my eyes never leaving hers. Hers never leaving mine. I could feel the rest of the room watching, I sensed their seething jealousy. All I could do was grin, my lips stretching with a joy I could not contain.

They hadn’t been brave enough to enter her sphere, but I had. And I would never leave.

 

[Author note: I had actually originally written a paragraph with the woman in red having the perfect male dance partner. But I just couldn’t get past that paragraph until I deleted it completely and let the dance take over]